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Apr. 8th, 2008 | 12:16 pm
mood: sadsad

So the title says it.
My brother left last night and has gone back to Australia.
And I'm suddenly very sad and lonely.

I've been fighting breaking down all morning since 1 am the time when his taxy turned up early spoiling our last activity together.

Tried to call his phone and wish him a good flight, only to forget he had a company phone and the sim card was handed back earlier today XD

So I've been trying to act normal, fighting that strain in the back of my throat making it hard to talk.

I know a whole lot of people have no love for their sibbling, but this isn't purely because he is my brother.

Now that he's gone I can see he was a pretty solid anchor for me here.
I got so used to his presence over the past months.

Now that he's gone, I have no one to prod and ask to go see a movie, no one to banter about some stupid computer game or some such geeky article.

No one to just have a lan game with.

It's really sad to realise that most of your social interaction is your own brother.

I have a gaming group, we role play and wargame on week-ends.
Sure thats a social outlet, but it's not the sitting about and banter in the evenings kind of group, it's the one burst gathering kind of outlet.

Fucking hell I'm a sad git

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from: velvetmafia
date: Apr. 8th, 2008 10:19 am (UTC)


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from: dharawal
date: Apr. 8th, 2008 02:16 pm (UTC)

hugs to the wuffy

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